20/2/2013

Assalamualaikum everyone,

Apa khabar semua yang masih dikurniakan nikmat untuk menyedut udara segar di atas muka bumi ciptaan Allah ini? Harap each and every people here Alhamdulillah sihat selalu dan jika anda diluar sana tidak berapa nak sihat, ingat yang setiap penyakit yang Allah turun kepada kita ada hikmah disebalik itu.

So as for today, just to share what sort of feeling I am having. Do you ever felt any regret, out of place (mind), sad or just felt this kind of loneliness inside of you that you yourself could even describe? Well I do. But then I realize that there is one that always be there for you no matter how bitter your life are which is Allah s.w.t. Since the start of the new semester (Semester II, 2012/2013), I am a bit unhappy cause this year (2013), I won’t be celebrating my 22^nd birthday with one of my favourite and supportive man but Yaya redha that although you had left me sad and lonely, your departure to meet your creator had made me in becoming a strong girl that will face this world with braveness, courage, determination and love.  Aki, how I wish you still be here, beside me , see me graduate, having my own life, getting married in the future and etc..But I do realize that Allah takes you back so that you are not in pain anymore with the disease or illness you face last year...Times do play it roles in people’s life. That is why the word “TIME IS PRECIOUS, APPRECIATE TIME WHILE YOU STILL CAN MANAGE”.

I’ve missed each and every day that we went through; from I was a little girl till I am grown lady. I missed when we share the same similarities of watching old movies such as P.Ramlee’s old movies. I am happy when each time I came back from my lectures; you will ask me to open up my laptop to watch P.Ramlee’s old movies. Ohhh, how times flies and move on with its fast pace. I am blessed of having you as my great and wonderful Aki. I still remember the last conversation we’ve had before your passing such as how you hope that I will finish my studies and graduate and become what I’ve wanted to be in the future. Other than that, you hope that I will find someone that loves me as much as you love me and takes a good care as much as you do.  Aki, I surely hope and pray that the guy that will later paint my life such as what you and Abah had been painting my life with your love, courage and support, In Sya Allah. I hope “you” out there, accept my pro and con’s, flaws and character cause sometimes I can be a bit happy, funny, crazy, sad, sometimes can easily become sulky, manja( I think) which only my families know what type of person I really am.

I think that is all for today. Thank you so much who ever read this mixed/ rojak writing. Lastly, just wanted to remind you that to love and taking a good care of your loved ones is very important because you will never know when they will leave you or vice versa. Appreciate and love them as how they had loved you and support your life.

                                                                   

                                                                                                                    Waalaikumussalam.

WHY SHOULD WE HAVE TO RESPECT AND LOVE OUR PARENTS???

Assalamualaikum,

                    Before I start with my topic for today, let me ask you guys out there ( regardless the age). Have you ever felt an emptiness in your soul when you are far away from your loved ones (especially your family)?
If you, you are actually missing your family which you may or may not realize it.



                    Nowadays, there are issues which is related to  "Parents". People may judge me and say why am I bringing up an issue regarding "Parents". The reason behind this topic is basically related to outside and also my life stories that happen not only between me and my family but also other families. You guys out there may say that " Alah nak tunjuk baiklah , wants people to like you lah tu...and more....So ,before I start with my writing , I just want to say that no matter how bad, childish or crazy your parents are, they are still your parents which they sacrifice a lot of things in order to bring and support you and your siblings.

                   

                     So, why should we have to respect and love our parents? The reasons are :-


                 1. When you are not in a good mood or you are sick, your parents (mother / father) have  this kind of magic which they knew that their child is having a really awful day which later what they do are, bringing some comfort food, take you on a vacation, watch movies and even cheering you up with their funny and silly jokes ( which it does work on me ^_^).

                 2. When you are in trouble (BIG TROUBLE), your parents will do anything to protect you from harm or problems. They willingly fight for your safety in which they neglect their own health and safety. They willingly let themselves to get scream at, beaten up

My Precious family ( including Arwah Aki)

 Abah

 Ummi

So.....Moral of the story is  L-O-V-E  Y-O-U-R  P-A-R-E-N-T-S 

LOVE YOU ABAH (ainul annuar) and UMMI (aslina awang)

What hurts the most Lyrics

Behind the reason WHY????

Assalamualaikum,

                Di hari yang mulia ini,kita mulakan hari kita dengan bismillah.This is because by reciting the word bismillah during the early morning, it can enhance someone's day with a nice and breezy day..I'll promised you that ^_^.

               So as for today, ainul nak kongsi the feeling of losing someone who had colored up your life for about 21 years of life(my life). Maybe some of you face this kind of feeling of losing someone that you very much care and love about such as your family members,your friends ,your partners and more. And you must be wondering why does this happen to me? Why am I being test by Allah? Why the person that is so close to me?

               Well as for me, tahun ini adalah tahun yang ainul sedih sekali....The reason behind my sadness is I've lost one of the man that I love dearly and he had been my backbone since I was young little girl till my 21 years of life which was my grandfather from my father's side "AKI ". Since his death which happen on 10 October 2012, I turned from being a girl which gives smiles easily to people, giggly and sometimes talkative to certain people, turned on becoming a more quiet, unfriendly I guess towards certain people.My apologies to my family members and friends which been offended by my attitudes or action.

               Do you know what does it felt losing someone you cared and love?Till this day, I felt the loneliness of losing someone..you know why? Usually on Thursday after I've finished my Introduction to Fiqh class, I will the happiest person on earth cause I'm about to meet my family back home although I lived in Petaling Jaya, by living in my current location (Gombak).....I still miss them(mcm tinggal kat Kelantan nun jauh sana je).The first person that ainul nak sangat2 jumpa is my Aki...because he will the happiest person to see me in front of the door (Ya Allah, I miss those moments).....And now,the wheels had turned in other direction...
Sometimes ainul rasa macam tak sabar nak balik rumah nak jumpa Aki but after realizing in front of the door of my house, I realize that I will be walking straight up to Aki's room to go and see him but he is nowhere around.Instantly I realize that he had left me hangin on my own to feet( I'm thankful that my family members and friends is always there for me but without my Aki by my side, I felt the emptiness in my heart..And that time I will tend to question why does Allah took my grandfather away from so fast?Why not me instead of him? Then I come to my senses on the reason why do Allah take away my Aki away from me...Allah tidak akan membebankan hambanya sekira hambanya tidak mempunyai  kekuatan untuk menghadapi cabaran yang diberi. ...Allah telah mengambil roh Aki dan mengembalikan Aki kepadaNya adalah untuk menghilangkan segala penderitaan yang Aki hadapi.....

Ya Allah, terima kasih mengurniakan seorang hambaMu yang sangat aku kagumi sifat-sifat nya penyayang,family man, peacemaker, tegas,cekal, great supporter, and never differentiated his loved between his family members...I still remember when he is still with us back then, Aki selalu ajak ainul berbual about the future life that I will be facing later....Aki ada cakap, Aki berharap that I will take a good care of my family and he once said that he will like to see me graduate,work and also getting married to the one person who will love me altogether with my flaws and more....Yang paling lawak sekali , Aki pernah tanye ainul where is my husband and the two kids...I'm shocked at first but I presume it as a joke which I then later told him the truth that i'm not yet married to anyone and having kids...He later said, In sha Allah, you will discover your true prince charming same as in the storybooks....Aminnn...I hope so In Sha Allah......
To my future husband, I hope u will accept my flaws cause I'm just a normal human being....I hope you will take a good care of yourself and your family which than transmit on taking a good care of our family(in the future)......Insha Allah....

Aki, Mira memohon kepada Allah supaya menempatkan Aki di kalangan orang yang beriman and I will always love you no matter where I go..I'll promised you that I will take a good care of Atok.....Insha Allah.

Cinta Sejati ----->Allah s.w.t ----->ibu bapa ----->?

Assalamualaikum,

               Hari ini Ain ingin kongsi satu pengalaman dan perasaan Ain dalam mencari cinta sejati , mengerti dan memahami cinta sejati yang sebenar-benarnya dan juga proses untuk mendapat cinta sejati.




               Sekarang Ain mengerti bahawa jika kita ingin mendapat cinta manusia, kita pertama sekali mesti  memberi dan menerapkan cinta kita terhadap pencetus ataupun pencipta cinta itu sendiri iaitu Allah s.w.t.
Baru Ain sedar, dengan mencintai Allah dari segala-galanya,selain dari keluarga(ibu bapa) kita, maka akan timbul satu perasaan(cinta) yang tidak boleh diluahkan oleh kata-kata. Dan ia merupakan satu perasaan yang hanya diri kita sendiri dan Allah s.w.t sahaja yang mengetahui.


               
                Ain sedar bahawa ,perasaan cinta Ain terhadap lelaki belum muncul atau timbul kerana Ain tahu cinta Ain terhadap Allah masih perlu di tambah dengan sepenuh raga. Ain kadang-kadang terfikir apa makna cinta kita terhadap manusia sekiranya cinta kita terhadap Allah hanya sedikit berbanding cinta kita terhadap manusia.




                Di sini, Ain bukan ingin mengatakan cinta yang wujud di antara lelaki dan perempuan (tanpa ikatan) itu salah atau tidak kerana Ain sendiri tidak mempunyai ilmu yang mencukupi...Tapi dengan adanya cinta daripada ikatan yang sah (direstui oleh Allah + IbuBapa).......bukankah cinta itu lebih bermakna????

P/S :-----Ain akan sambung lagi tentang kesedaran Ain mengenai cinta sejati.......Wassalam

Parents!!!!....The loved ones of our entire life

Assalamualaikum to all,                                
                               Ada sesiapa tahu siapa yang menyintai diri kita dalam diam selain Allah s.w.t?????? I knowwwwwwwwwwwww........MY LOVELY PARENTS!!!!!.......... ^_^.



                                  No matter what your parents did in the past years, try accepting them starting from now(past,present and future)........For instance,,,,like me,,back then my parents had this rules that was strictly should be followed by any means....   such as :-

                                (a) Tidak boleh keluar dari rumah tanpa keizinan mereka 

                                       ---->for safety cause sometimes even we plan on going out to get our mail,people

                                               can come out from nowhere to do all sort of things (especially little kids).

                                (b) Kalau keluar jalan2 mcm shopping complex ke or taman..it is a must to hold hands 

                                      -----> supaya kita hilang in a split second mcm nowadays where we hear kanak2

                                                 hilang in shopping complex.....maybe sometimes bukan salah parents if

                                                 budak2 yang nakal but parents must be alert at all times.

                                 (c) And etc..........

                           We as their kids try and accept for what they truly are because they accept us no matter how stubborn,annoying,childish and a bit pain in the @**  we are.....Sometimes they are a bit harsh toward us but deep in their heart..their love cannot be describe or show by words and actions..........

                          From my experience as a kid, Abah and Ummi  taught and preserve me with all the rules does help me in this present day cause it teaches me on how to protect myself from people that only wants to   hurt you.........what ever it is.....love and take a good care of your parents and always pray and recite a Doa for their well being and etc.........I can only say and advice people but me myself pun tak tahu what i do in the future   but I hope that my Iman and my love towards my parents will stay and remain until the last day of My life.......I surely hope in the future that I will be a responsible mother/parents to my kids ( after getting married to a responsible and lovely husband)..........Dear future husband I hope you and me will be a responsible and lovely parents to our kids in the future......just like my parents and yours too.......

Love you Abah and Ummi,,,,,doakan kakak/Yaya/Mira supaya menjadi seorang anak yg solehah ,isteri yang taat,bertanggungjawab dan sayang kepada suami(in the future),ibu yang bertanggungjawab terhadap anak2(in the future).....just like you guys :)

           

            Yours truly,

                                  Mira

2/7/2012

~ 2/7/2012 ~


Assalamualaikum ,  ^_^


       Apa khabar semua!!!!!....Ainul rasa this will be the first post that I may make it as a diary. Harini kelas  BM yang ainul attend pukul 8 am till 9.50 am tadi sangat-sangat lah best..The teacher itself is a good lecturer where he try to make the students to understand clearly what is important in making a good speech either it is for a presentation,event speech and so much more.....


Cikgu Suhaimi Razikin reminds me of my grandfather who has this full of knowledge and loves to share knowledge to others especially his grandchildren 's of course ^_^.....Hmmmmm..I miss my family although baru semalam balik dari rumah.......to many things happen in past few days......My Aki's brother was admitted to Ampang Hospital due to a non-stop bleeding due to incident where he fell down in a restaurant while waiting to buy his food..... and at 1.45 pm, my Abah told me that Aki Lop suffered a quick or minor heart attack while laying in the hospital bed....now my vision is in 360 'C mode where I see that things happen just in a split second without us noticing it........


I think that is all for today,..I'm terribly sorry if my writing is like a bowl with all the fruits mixed together without tasting the taste first or I would call it as "ROJAK"..hahahaha..Tq 4 the time you guys spend on reading and opening my not so up to date or "CIKAI" blog ^_^


                                                                   Waalaikumussalam.