Just another random moments

KESEDARAN DIRI DALAM MENCARI CINTA & KEREDHAAN-Nya

              Assalamualaikum sahabat-sahabat di Malaysia mahupun di seluruh pelusuk dunia. Rasanya, sudah lama saya tidak menulis di blog ni kann??? Salah satu sebabnya ialah kerana sejak kebelakangan ini saya sibuk dengan studies, small business (jual hijab-->shawl,halfmoon and bags di laman facebook -->A2Hijab) and other stuff as well....

             So, as for today, the post or entry or nukilan yang ingin saya sampai di blog saya ini ialah tentang kesedaran dalam mencari cinta dan keredhaan Allah s.w.t. Sepanjang minggu ini, saya (dalam proses menghabiskan novel yang bertajuk Suami Ekspress) dan saya tahu, ramai yang berpendapat membaca novel sebegini ataupun novel cinta ini tidak mendatangkan faedah mahupun ilmu. Akan tetapi, dalam setiap novel yang saya baca novel Melayu mahupun Inggeris, di dalam setiap novel itu terdapat juga mesej-mesej yang berguna serta ilmu pengetahuan yang kita jarang mengambil tahu ataupun kurang arif.

             Sebagai contoh, novel yang saya sedang membaca sekarang iaitu novel Suami Ekspress karya  Fieyta An Nisa ini, terdapat pelbagai ilmu,mesej yang amat berguna kepada saya kerana setiap penulisan yang diketengahkan memberi  saya satu semangat untuk memperbaiki diri saya untuk menjadi seorang hamba Allah yang ingin mencari cinta dan keredhaan Allah s.w.t. Saya sedar kita sebagai manusia, terdetik satu keinginanuntuk mencintai atau dicintai oleh manusia. Tetapi semakin kita mencari cinta manusia, semakin kita lupa yang mencari dan mencintai Allah adalah lebih penting atau utama dari mencari cinta manusia. Ini kerana, perasaan cinta kita terdapat manusia kian berubah mengikut persekitaran mahupun situasi tertentu.

             Cinta dari Allah bagi saya ialah, cinta yang amat berharga sebagai manusia kerana segala dugaan, cabaran,kesenangan, hikmah, rezeki yang diturunkan kepada kita ialah kerana Allah sayang akan ciptaanNya tidak kira warna kulit,bangsa, language ataupun lain-lain. Hari demi hari, saya mula sedar jika ingin mencari cinta atau ingin menjalinkan hubungan di kalangan manusia, kita lebih dahulu perlu mengukuhkan hubungan kita dengan Allah. Jika kita tidak cuba mengukuhkan hubungan kita dengan Allah, bagaimana kita ingin mengukuhkan hubungan kita di kalangan manusia? 

            Saya suatu ketika dahulu pernah ingin merasa bagaimana rasanya bercinta dengan manusia yang bernama lelaki, akan tetapi hari demi hari, saya sedar, sebelum kita ingin menjalinkan hubungan dengan seseorang, saya perlu memperbaiki diri untuk menjadi hamba Allah yang lebih baik dari hari semalam. Saya tahu, siapalah saya ingin menegur,memberi nasihat kepada sahabat-sahabat yang lain, tetapi tiada salah jika kita ingin sama-sama menuju dan mencari cinta dan keredhaan Allah s.w.t kann?????

            Saya rasa setakat ini saya penulisan pada hari ini, In sya Allah, jika ada masa yang lapang, akan saya kongsikan pandangan dan isi hati saya tentang perjalanan hidup saya,nasihat mahupun tips-tips yang berfaedah.....Wassalam

My point of view as a MALAYSIAN

 MALAYSIA

I wonder why people like to do and involve to unimportant matters....... because it may cause our nation to be perceive by other nation as not a united nation....

# We should together built up the nation and use the word " Unity and Peace" for a better nation.

#The result had spoken and authorized , so for now, people should faced the fact and try to make it even better for the nation. 

#Ada perkara lagi penting dalam hidup untuk kita lakukan and jalankan, daripada melakukan perkara yang sia-sia

Reference

Dari surah Al-Baqarah ; 

Dalam hati mereka (golongan yang munafik itu) terdapat penyakit (syak dan hasad dengki), maka Allah tambahkan lagi penyakit itu kepada mereka; dan mereka pula akan beroleh azab seksa yang tidak terperi sakitnya, dengan sebab mereka berdusta (dan mendustakan kebenaran).

(Al-Baqarah 2:10) "

"Dan apabila dikatakan kepada mereka: "Janganlah kamu membuat bencana dan kerosakan di muka bumi", mereka menjawab: " Sesungguhnya kami orang-orang yang hanya membuat kebaikan".

(Al-Baqarah 2:11)

Ketahuilah! Bahawa sesungguhnya mereka itulah orang-orang yang sebenar-benarnya membuat bencana dan kerosakan, tetapi mereka tidak menyedarinya.

(Al-Baqarah 2:12)

#Surah + ayat yg patut kita refer balik kerana this is where the truth had been said by Allah

20/2/2013

Assalamualaikum everyone,

Apa khabar semua yang masih dikurniakan nikmat untuk menyedut udara segar di atas muka bumi ciptaan Allah ini? Harap each and every people here Alhamdulillah sihat selalu dan jika anda diluar sana tidak berapa nak sihat, ingat yang setiap penyakit yang Allah turun kepada kita ada hikmah disebalik itu.

So as for today, just to share what sort of feeling I am having. Do you ever felt any regret, out of place (mind), sad or just felt this kind of loneliness inside of you that you yourself could even describe? Well I do. But then I realize that there is one that always be there for you no matter how bitter your life are which is Allah s.w.t. Since the start of the new semester (Semester II, 2012/2013), I am a bit unhappy cause this year (2013), I won’t be celebrating my 22^nd birthday with one of my favourite and supportive man but Yaya redha that although you had left me sad and lonely, your departure to meet your creator had made me in becoming a strong girl that will face this world with braveness, courage, determination and love.  Aki, how I wish you still be here, beside me , see me graduate, having my own life, getting married in the future and etc..But I do realize that Allah takes you back so that you are not in pain anymore with the disease or illness you face last year...Times do play it roles in people’s life. That is why the word “TIME IS PRECIOUS, APPRECIATE TIME WHILE YOU STILL CAN MANAGE”.

I’ve missed each and every day that we went through; from I was a little girl till I am grown lady. I missed when we share the same similarities of watching old movies such as P.Ramlee’s old movies. I am happy when each time I came back from my lectures; you will ask me to open up my laptop to watch P.Ramlee’s old movies. Ohhh, how times flies and move on with its fast pace. I am blessed of having you as my great and wonderful Aki. I still remember the last conversation we’ve had before your passing such as how you hope that I will finish my studies and graduate and become what I’ve wanted to be in the future. Other than that, you hope that I will find someone that loves me as much as you love me and takes a good care as much as you do.  Aki, I surely hope and pray that the guy that will later paint my life such as what you and Abah had been painting my life with your love, courage and support, In Sya Allah. I hope “you” out there, accept my pro and con’s, flaws and character cause sometimes I can be a bit happy, funny, crazy, sad, sometimes can easily become sulky, manja( I think) which only my families know what type of person I really am.

I think that is all for today. Thank you so much who ever read this mixed/ rojak writing. Lastly, just wanted to remind you that to love and taking a good care of your loved ones is very important because you will never know when they will leave you or vice versa. Appreciate and love them as how they had loved you and support your life.

                                                                   

                                                                                                                    Waalaikumussalam.

WHY SHOULD WE HAVE TO RESPECT AND LOVE OUR PARENTS???

Assalamualaikum,

                    Before I start with my topic for today, let me ask you guys out there ( regardless the age). Have you ever felt an emptiness in your soul when you are far away from your loved ones (especially your family)?
If you, you are actually missing your family which you may or may not realize it.



                    Nowadays, there are issues which is related to  "Parents". People may judge me and say why am I bringing up an issue regarding "Parents". The reason behind this topic is basically related to outside and also my life stories that happen not only between me and my family but also other families. You guys out there may say that " Alah nak tunjuk baiklah , wants people to like you lah tu...and more....So ,before I start with my writing , I just want to say that no matter how bad, childish or crazy your parents are, they are still your parents which they sacrifice a lot of things in order to bring and support you and your siblings.

                   

                     So, why should we have to respect and love our parents? The reasons are :-


                 1. When you are not in a good mood or you are sick, your parents (mother / father) have  this kind of magic which they knew that their child is having a really awful day which later what they do are, bringing some comfort food, take you on a vacation, watch movies and even cheering you up with their funny and silly jokes ( which it does work on me ^_^).

                 2. When you are in trouble (BIG TROUBLE), your parents will do anything to protect you from harm or problems. They willingly fight for your safety in which they neglect their own health and safety. They willingly let themselves to get scream at, beaten up

My Precious family ( including Arwah Aki)

 Abah

 Ummi

So.....Moral of the story is  L-O-V-E  Y-O-U-R  P-A-R-E-N-T-S 

LOVE YOU ABAH (ainul annuar) and UMMI (aslina awang)

What hurts the most Lyrics

Behind the reason WHY????

Assalamualaikum,

                Di hari yang mulia ini,kita mulakan hari kita dengan bismillah.This is because by reciting the word bismillah during the early morning, it can enhance someone's day with a nice and breezy day..I'll promised you that ^_^.

               So as for today, ainul nak kongsi the feeling of losing someone who had colored up your life for about 21 years of life(my life). Maybe some of you face this kind of feeling of losing someone that you very much care and love about such as your family members,your friends ,your partners and more. And you must be wondering why does this happen to me? Why am I being test by Allah? Why the person that is so close to me?

               Well as for me, tahun ini adalah tahun yang ainul sedih sekali....The reason behind my sadness is I've lost one of the man that I love dearly and he had been my backbone since I was young little girl till my 21 years of life which was my grandfather from my father's side "AKI ". Since his death which happen on 10 October 2012, I turned from being a girl which gives smiles easily to people, giggly and sometimes talkative to certain people, turned on becoming a more quiet, unfriendly I guess towards certain people.My apologies to my family members and friends which been offended by my attitudes or action.

               Do you know what does it felt losing someone you cared and love?Till this day, I felt the loneliness of losing someone..you know why? Usually on Thursday after I've finished my Introduction to Fiqh class, I will the happiest person on earth cause I'm about to meet my family back home although I lived in Petaling Jaya, by living in my current location (Gombak).....I still miss them(mcm tinggal kat Kelantan nun jauh sana je).The first person that ainul nak sangat2 jumpa is my Aki...because he will the happiest person to see me in front of the door (Ya Allah, I miss those moments).....And now,the wheels had turned in other direction...
Sometimes ainul rasa macam tak sabar nak balik rumah nak jumpa Aki but after realizing in front of the door of my house, I realize that I will be walking straight up to Aki's room to go and see him but he is nowhere around.Instantly I realize that he had left me hangin on my own to feet( I'm thankful that my family members and friends is always there for me but without my Aki by my side, I felt the emptiness in my heart..And that time I will tend to question why does Allah took my grandfather away from so fast?Why not me instead of him? Then I come to my senses on the reason why do Allah take away my Aki away from me...Allah tidak akan membebankan hambanya sekira hambanya tidak mempunyai  kekuatan untuk menghadapi cabaran yang diberi. ...Allah telah mengambil roh Aki dan mengembalikan Aki kepadaNya adalah untuk menghilangkan segala penderitaan yang Aki hadapi.....

Ya Allah, terima kasih mengurniakan seorang hambaMu yang sangat aku kagumi sifat-sifat nya penyayang,family man, peacemaker, tegas,cekal, great supporter, and never differentiated his loved between his family members...I still remember when he is still with us back then, Aki selalu ajak ainul berbual about the future life that I will be facing later....Aki ada cakap, Aki berharap that I will take a good care of my family and he once said that he will like to see me graduate,work and also getting married to the one person who will love me altogether with my flaws and more....Yang paling lawak sekali , Aki pernah tanye ainul where is my husband and the two kids...I'm shocked at first but I presume it as a joke which I then later told him the truth that i'm not yet married to anyone and having kids...He later said, In sha Allah, you will discover your true prince charming same as in the storybooks....Aminnn...I hope so In Sha Allah......
To my future husband, I hope u will accept my flaws cause I'm just a normal human being....I hope you will take a good care of yourself and your family which than transmit on taking a good care of our family(in the future)......Insha Allah....

Aki, Mira memohon kepada Allah supaya menempatkan Aki di kalangan orang yang beriman and I will always love you no matter where I go..I'll promised you that I will take a good care of Atok.....Insha Allah.